Dream 10, 11 and 12.

I didn't write these down straight away so don't remember them much...

Another dream about water; driving through fields and forests, maze-like, trying to reach something with somebody. Skimming along a river, hand brushing along a railing of a wooden walk way, then over the edge of a waterfall into the plunge pool, sinking, somebody is down there and a huge book is floating in front of me.

Running through corridors, all women, being shot at and electrocuted, we are trying to escape. My Mum is there. Everybody is queueing up in cars trying to get away but there is a standstill. We are searching for the fattest person there for some reason. We choose a red haired woman with red lipstick on who is not fat at all.

In a compound of flat-like buildings (bit like halls) I am walking along and somebody is holding my hand. They run away. We are in one of the flats and Faye keeps running away. It is dangerous outside so somebody goes to rescue her.

Dream 9.

In a cinema and my Dad is there with these other people, all surrounding me. I'm finding this dream really hard to recall but they try to trick me but I manage to escape. Everything is dark and gold and red velvet like in a theatre.

Dream 8.

My sister and I are swimming through a warm tropical ocean. We were either otters dolphins or turtles. We find this small patch of sandy island to sleep on. It reminds me of one of my favourite childhood books 'The Turtle and the Island'. When we awake the island is huge, it has been extended out by building wooden walkways and platforms resting on stands coming out of the water. We can't work out which way to go and the whole place is busy with fat people in swimming costumes like a holiday resort. We are walking along a walkway when Emily points out "Look a wombat!". There is a wombat in the water, as big as a polar bear and almost white too. We notice there are lots of them when they get angry and begin to crash in to the wooden walkways, trying to kill people. We make a run for it but Emily falls in and as I turn around one of the huge wombats falls down onto where I'm standing and I land in the water. We are swimming along to try and find safety and somebody swims over me, pushing me down and I almost drown.

We get back up onto a safe bit of walkway where there are people on Yachts and it give us an idea to get a boat. We walk along and there are two boats which we are about to take, however we notice a roller coaster and Emily wants to go on.

There are lots of levels to get up to the roller coaster and it is really dark. Each landing has a plastic dinosaur that moves. We reach the top but they wont let us through. There are two boys there, also confused. They have pens and paper we borrow to write down a code to get on the ride.

Suddenly I am in a room with my family. My Auntie and Mum are talking about a weird shoe they used to wear. The shoe is made out of paper and I try it on and fall down hitting my head. I have a really intense headache and they give me painkillers. I am on my own in the room watching tv. Patrick is texting me saying we need to work together to help Ryan. I agree and tell him I'm watching big brother. He loves it.

Dream 7.

We are in a strange city where I've never been. I think I'm visiting Rachel at her Uni. She is wearing an amazing sparkling dress in silver and has lent me a jewelled aqua green jacket. There are lots of circus performers around, including men on stilts and a man with a pole and a wind up machine, they all have strange outfits and painted faces. Robert Pattinson is there, but he is extremely tall and is a mint-green fawn, he falls over and everyone laughs. Rachel scratches his furry leg. We meet Rachel's friends and go to a club.

Dream 6.

All I can remember is feverishly removing the outer layer off of cupcakes ready for them to be iced. Wait... something else happened, it's on the edge of my mind... Something to do with London and a temple like building... Weird lifts and stairs, and people I knew only in the dream, something about trying to find out who my real mother is? Oh wait and also a fight in a supermarket; you have to smother each other with your chosen vegetable, mine is cabbage and Simon and me are the only ones left, we manage to "kill" each other at the same time, everyone has given themselves a "cool" fighter name and a woman is asking us what our names are while we pay for the vegetables at the checkout, Simon says my name is "Soul".

I also remember something to do with Rachel and other friends all sitting down on this ledge at school, and they have bags of pills and powder so we can all kill ourselves because everyone is unhappy. I am scared though and don't want to do it. The pills are valium so that we wont be scared to jump off the ledge together. I realise I am happy, (I think the temple like building is a library at the school?) as I am walking round the building with Simon. He doesn't want to die either.

Dream 5.

I am in a huge shopping centre kind of building. There is a band playing in this room and I am watching. It is very cramped and there is a ginger cat there that keeps scratching me, so I escape. Outside I see some girls that I used to go to school with. Now I am inside another room but this time it is a club. A girl called Sarah that I used to be friends with asks me if I want a free DVD. I'm hesitant as it is stolen but she pushes it into my hands. It is a DVD of "5 Centimeters per Second". Our foundation student teacher Ben is there, behind a desk and sees me take the DVD. He tells us off and is really disappointed, writing down our names he tells us to discuss what we've done. I tell him I only took it because it was already stolen.

I am with my sister and we both have 15 minutes to get ready to go out.I am looking through my washing and there is lots of stuff that doesn't belong to me. I guess it is my sister's and get annoyed that my mum has bought her lots of new stuff. I count up the prices on the tags and realise there is a dress that used to be mine when I was little but was altered to fit my sister. It is floral. I go down to the kitchen and she is eating my pasta, so I tell her not to. She follows me upstairs and sees the dress and screams "give that back, that's my sweet 16!". We both still have to get ready and I wear jeans over my tights (?).

*This dream is strange because 1) it focuses mainly on having material possessions and lately I haven't thought that much about buying things etc. and 2) when I awoke from this dream my sister had left me a message asking if I still had one of her dresses with me at uni. Weird.

I keep either not remembering my dreams or not dreaming (if that is possible?)